Literally a million things have happened since I wrote last so basically know that December was so busy with Marc's tests and finals and getting Christmas ready both for us and for the kids at my work. We had a Christmas program (in which my kids did WONDERFUL!) and then my co workers and I worked at our "Christmas warehouse" to help get presents ready for all the families. I had so much fun, but I am so glad its over! We went to Abilene (in the middle of the ice storm!) for Christmas and stayed a whole week! It was so relaxing and wonderful. We loved spending so much time with friends and family. Here is a brief recap of our Christmas break because I am horrible at taking pictures!
So there is the summary of our break. In other news, I'm becoming a teacher!!!!! I'm getting my alternative certification in 4th-8th grade and will be able to teach in about a month! It has been so quick and relatively pain free. I'm really excited about it, there are many reasons that I want to be a teacher for now but mainly because I eventually want to be a school counselor and that requires two years of teaching. I still have a passion for social work, but mainly that passion comes from an urge to help children. Since moving to Houston I realize that the key to success for many children in the inner city is education. Many of the children in my class have been left behind in school and are slowly falling through the cracks. It bothers me that I can't help educate them, at this point if I can keep them entertained and without injury I have had a good day. There are just too many that are too far behind. I want to make a difference to them. I know every teacher has the dream of changing the lives of a few students, and I am no different.
My favorite quote ever is "Be the change you want to see in the world". I complained alot about the school system in Houston after seeing second and third graders who couldn't read. I complained alot about teachers who sent home homework but never looked to see if it was completed. I complained alot about teachers who were not passionate about their work and sat behind their desk all day. So, I decided I was being a complete hypocrit. I wanted a change, but wasn't doing anything about it. So now I am. I know I can't change the school system single-handedly, but I can be different. I can care. I can WANT to work at those schools that no one wants to work at. I can look beyond the reputation of a student and see the story that lies within.
I have so many stories of children who at the age of 6 or 7 have known nothing but failure. They have no model for success and have rarely heard a word of praise. They lack the confidence to even try to find the right answer. I can ask a question and even when they know the answer, they look at me longingly... not even willing to try. They want a hint, or even better, the answer. They never raise their hand, never look me in the eye and usually won't even tell me they have homework. Its sad... and I am hoping to make an impact for at least one of these children.
My field director at my last internship called me a "bleeding heart". Meaning, I am overly compassionate. And he is completely right. I want to change the world and have spent endless days/night trying to find a way to make it possible. Some people think its crazy. To those people I say: "If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito." (the Dalai Lama).
On that note, I am devestated by the happenings in Haiti. If I had the money, I would be there helping in a heart beat. I cannot even fathom the devestation that has occured there. Since I cannot go, I will encourage anyone who can to donate to www.unicefusa.org. UNICEF is one of my favorite organizations, they help children all over the world have healthcare, clean water, education, nutrition and emergency relief. Please, if you are at all able donate to the children and families of Haiti. Many have been left orphaned and injured and they need all the help they can. If you can not donate monetarily please keep them in your prayers. The country itself is on the verge of anarchy and many more lives will be lost. Also, if you are looking for a charity to regularly contribute... UNICEF is a very worthy cause. Please consider them.
Okay, so on a MUCH happier note. We got to see our good friend Heather and her mom and new baby Paige!! I was so excited they came to town! We visited with them over some coffee at the Galleria and I got to hold the precious little girl! Here is my new favorite picture (and the best way to end this blog because she is just to freaking cute)!!
(I told you she was cute!)
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